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Every girl goes through that phase “fuck life i want to die”

Well ever since i’ve been a teenager  i have found myself going through it alot and you know i realize no matter how much i feel like i want to leave the world … I wouldn’t ever do it. I say this because not only do I have a family that loves me but i have others i wouldn’t ever expect to care… they do care after all . You may not think so but you do. I find myself swimming in a pool of my own tears about every night waiting for something good to happen. I always have dreams of finding a relationship that will be like in movies and have a happy ending , or those movies were you find your high school crush and  marry them . Well you know what life it doesn’t seem to happen the way you wish it to happen. But the best way to get through it is to keep your head up and stay your strongest. I always hear girls, even myself talking about how skinny they want to be , and how they want to have a best friend there for them 24 /7 .How they wish they were as pretty as someone and less fat. In my own opinion everyone is just as beautiful in their own ways. I’ve had this best friend for what 3 years now and i have known her for longer .She always says she’s fat .. She really isn’t .Yea she’s chubby but she sure as hell isn’t fat and you know what else … i look beyond her chubbyness , if she wants to fix it she can and if she doesn’t there is nothing in the whole world that can change the fuckin love i have for that girl. Through thick and tin we will make it through to the end . Life is how is is and nobody is perfect. I mean yea i wish love was like those dumbass fairy tails but it just isn’t and never will be . God makes your life for the best of you and to show you what paths not to go down and the right ones to go through . He loves us all and wants us to have strength and grow through all the tough times. I just want everyone to remember nothing and nobody is ever perfect and just to always try to smile.